Saturday, November 24, 2007

After thanksgiving

Wondering why I took off 3 nights and 2 days all in the name of thanksgiving.

Now, I'm backlogged with work and my migraine is back again.

I really like the idea of statistical pattern recognition....but what aspect am I really interested in? handwriting? signal? image? (does this exist?)

Accept the worst that can happen....then make your decisions based on the worst happening.

This was never my dream....I mean somehow I guess it was....I couldnt see it clearly, but now I do, I realize its the dream I've been dreaming...but can you tell your dream to hold on while you do other things?

What is more important? That I sacrifice now for the future that may never be...or I live life fully right now and by that I mean.....become stable right now as opposed to later.

Should I just pick something, get done with it and then move on?

I'm afraid of chasing something that will never be. I want to make sure I'm not running into a cul de sac.